Tag Archives: anxiety

Slut

I took his saliva and distributed it evenly over my soaring wounds I was a harlot again filthy consolation girl throwing my skin off for anyone who as much as touched me But they couldn’t know what was going on … Continue reading

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Stake

I think I slipped again Am I too weak to hold it in place Shifting between the bones in my rib cage I’ve had trouble breathing Focusing on daily tasks is difficult when fingers always find their way down to … Continue reading

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Fetus in Fetu

I was too young when I made you Skinny limbs and glass-like eyes Staring into the bright future But with each passing year the world grew smaller around me Now I realize you don’t fit Your skin scraping against mine … Continue reading

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Miscarriage

It’s all so much easier now As blood is flowing down my thighs, I lean back on the hospital bed The memory of you forcing your way inside me Fading with the pain I don’t care, I want everything out … Continue reading

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A study in fear

Eight years old, I was afraid of monsters living on the inside of my eyelids Flashing before me as I blink Glaring back from the mirror Crawling out of my wardrobe I kept mumbling spells and rhymes as to ward … Continue reading

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It hurts

  I think of the cracked painting in my room, and it hurts Hard work spilled For something I couldn’t appreciate I think of all the lives that were never fully lived, and it hurts I think of the scars … Continue reading

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Architect

They say destruction is creation Wouldn’t that make me the greatest Architect of them all? I’m an embodiment of chaos Skin and bone, trapped predators fear I can’t live without hurting This great force swelling underneath my skin Bending my … Continue reading

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