Tag Archives: emotional

Slut

I took his saliva and distributed it evenly over my soaring wounds I was a harlot again filthy consolation girl throwing my skin off for anyone who as much as touched me But they couldn’t know what was going on … Continue reading

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Miscarriage

It’s all so much easier now As blood is flowing down my thighs, I lean back on the hospital bed The memory of you forcing your way inside me Fading with the pain I don’t care, I want everything out … Continue reading

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On my experience with being a girl

“You’re beautiful, but you are cold,” he said I replied, “I am what I need to be” A caged animal who loves in secret Trying to hide underneath my own skin All tucked in, like a larva in a chrysalis, … Continue reading

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I wish you could be kissed

You, you filthy abomination, you who sleep in my veins by day, whispering horrors in my ear at night, I wish you could be kissed. You, green-eyed phantasm who forever will be waiting for me inside a cold prison cell … Continue reading

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Samsara

As a child, I always dreamed of being weightless To fly trough each night in orbit with the stars Then the lumps started to grow in my shoulders Making my wings so heavy And space grew cold and cruel Devouring … Continue reading

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Waiting for a Storm

  “Ha!” – I laugh in the monsters face You know I cannot love quietly! Every night I’ll bleed myself out Then wake up, with the memory of what’s happened washed away quickly, like a dream That keeps coming back … Continue reading

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Deep hits – a strange tale

I. Sink all night Our wedding took place at dusk You wore betrayal like a dress We danced our tears away and pretended the earth was burning maybe, only for us Should it all end, we’ll celebrate tonight! Their screams … Continue reading

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